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如果我自私一点,我就可以对你大发脾气,

如果我大方一点,我就可以对你体谅多点;

如果我自私一点,我就可以把所有罪都推到你身上,

如果我大方一点,我就可以对你多点包容;

如果我自私一点,我就可以多爱我自己一点,

如果我大方一点,我就爱你多点,为你着想;

如果我自私一点,我就可以很果断地生气你多点,

如果我大方一点,我就可以很理智的了解你多点;

如果我自私一点,我就不必因为伤心而害怕你担心而内疚,

如果我大方一点,我就不用在这伤心而内疚,因为我了解;

如果我自私一点,我就不必害怕你知道我掉眼泪,

如果我大方一点,我就不会因为太在意而掉眼泪;

如果我了解,如果我能放下我大大地自我,如果我有更宽容的心,

如果我能不这么在意你有没有留意我,如果你能听见我内心,

如果我能知道,能了解你也这么难过。

我都知道,我知道你难过,我知道你很难选择

我知道你会伤心,我知道。。

所以我才偷偷伤心不让你知道,

所以我才想尽方法让我去了解你的左右为难,

所以我才告诉自己不许哭,

所以我才要自己冷静想想你的角度,

所以我才在这说服自己不要太自私,

所以我才在这让自己不要再生气你,

所以我也不生气了,

因为我知道,你的难过,

因为我知道,我不要你难过,

因为我知道,我发泄完了。

也许我要的是更多的关怀??

有时候,我在想你可以多留意我的某些动作吗?

有时候,你说的话,真的不好笑,伤到了我。

有时候,我不让你看见是希望你能自己察觉到,而不是我告诉你。

有时候,觉得我好钻牛角尖,特地要让你看到我为你伤心

可以多关心我多一点,了解我的内心世界吗?

可以从我的角度去看我的世界吗?

可是,我觉得我要求太多了是吗?

可是,是不是我太自私,只想到我,没有为你着想?

我不要你的钱,我只要你能看见我对你的在乎

我只想你讲一句就好,就算你没有做,至少我知道你想过了

可是。。

我想我是想太多了

我想我应该告诉你的

可是我不想你伤心

可是我又想让你知道

可是。。可是

我想我该反省去了。。不是你的问题,是我自己

brochure the art work

Was busying with the assignment,group assignment for abnormal psychology. The assign needs us to design a factsheet (can be in any form like brochure,booklet,etc) for PHOBIA or ANXIETY DISORDER..

Our group chosen phobia, and start doing it for our own part(we divided the job)..the typing and finding part is easy..the hardest part is to design a brochure..

EXCUSE ME,we are counselling student,and we are not taught on how to design things..we struggle n struggle..my lappy has microsoft work that has a program for designing brochure..how lucky m i..haha.. bt until to putting everything together in 1 piece is like omg..hate it..we done abt 80% n let the group mates to print it..

i get to see the result today..just before we hand in to lecturer…haha..the group mates when and find shop that can use microsoft work n i was worry cz something was not done at the day b4..was worry n worry..finally is done.

THE ART WORK THING IS DONE..lazy to post the pic of our brochure..hehe..will update soon..

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bad mood

feel like dying..

feel like crying..i m actually

feel like you are far away

feel like I said the wrong thing and u hate me for that

feel like the world is closing

feel like going back to my cave

feel like you are going to hate me for posting this

feel like I m a stupid idiot who are writing this post now..

i feel bad now..

just…just..don’t leave me alone..

just me & you

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause you scare I will run away if you let go

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time you care for me much

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where we don’t fight

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where there are just me & you