today is a good day

yeap.... 17th of Dec... INDEED A GOOD DAY FOR ME~~~

lol...overslept for tutorial... maybe i did it purposely??oops.. but yeah..is fine for me..i skipped once le.. for my beauty sleep...lol..

After the lecture,went to meet my man.. we lunch-ed and had good time chatting.. love this moment as this hasnt appears for quite a long time.. so my man, appreciate the time when i joke with you k.. is very precious moment...lol..

then headed to THE MINES because i'm in love with one of the machine in da arcade.. the catching fish machine.. you put coins and u catch fish.. that simple.. but is kind of hard as the fish are smart to swim away from your tiny net.. but when you have big catch,as a reward you get more coin.. interesting.. but today's luck was not that good... BUT HAD FUN... the man just like to see me playing without my image.. no good..

not to forget...happy 19th monthsary for you, MR man..lol.. like your new nickname.. man.. sounds man right?? i know you will love it.. thanks for today... and thank me too for my lame joke..



P/S: what should i get you for your Xmas?
maybe guidelines for the next exam??lol..sound like a good pressie...

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE...

it was my bday...

ya...3 OF NOV is over..means i am now officially 20th...

omy....time flies... i hope i could stuck forever in my eighteen..

but well, you know i know we all know we should move on...

maybe getting older is not a bad thing at all?? no.... is a bad thing.. i m getting older..

still i am now 20th and i should start acting like i am 20? okay.. Miss K, one of my lecturers said i look mature than my age on my bday tat day.. what a sad thing to hear you know.. but she doesnt know.. hey..jaga sikit my feelings ma...

haih..sad-ing.. but well had real real with my boy and my frens... omg... people who celebrate bday with me are good person.. now i wanna tell u guys, MR K,one of my lecturers too are so so sos sosooso damn nice... he gave me a present for my bday when i treat him with my bday muffin...omg... i didnt think that he will cari his bag and finally gave me the present... so thankful..

this year bday although is not meriah like last year but am contented very much.. had celebration with da loves... feast like nobody's business since 31 of OCT starting from my family till my frens... lol.. i am eating more then usual these days.. hope that i wont get fatter??

omg..i forget to wish myself to be slimmer.. i just wished world peace(that's my wish every year), everybody and me can live happily after... and i think no more?? hmm... maybe i will write down my wishlist and keep it for next year.. well pics are on FB.. so go and enjoy k..


love love love.... ROCK nov will ya??ya.. I WILL...

i got a feeling

today it should be a good day.. well things happened again..
when i say again it means AGAIN...

ya...raining season too... too much rain these days.. make my mood down too..

well, i know that i should not tolerate too much until i feel suffocated... i dun wanna it to happen but when i dun do like this, the more i feel the pain.. they just dun understand what's happening..

people..I HATE SORRY that means nothing.. LEARN and REMEMBER people!!!!!

sorry is not created for fun.. it really bring meaning okay... and be sorry sincerely when you need to be sorry...

shitty day today.. i really felt shit... i dun wanna make myself to turn to someone that i dun wanna be.. i wanna be strong.. but you make me weak..






can i escape?
can i run away from you?
will you say you dun wan me to go?
i am scared i m attached to you too much..
i am scared that i cant run away..
but please dun ignore my effort
please dun ignore my existence
i need love too
i am not that strong...

i'm officially missing you

不要讲到没有做到。。。
我的心没有很坚强
我说真的
不要每次为了让我好过一点而答应我。。
答应我，我就希望你做到
你知道我的为人的。。



i'm officially missing you...

i should be strong..
i should know that not everything will result in what i want it to be
i should know that there are no "suppose" in this world
i should know that everything in this world change

i just want you to know that i will be here and i am still here
i just want you to notice that i am still here
i just want you to see me to care about me..

i hope i belong to you
because you belong to me

cant you see i waited here so long for you to see...
cant you see i am willing to change to us better
cant you see my effort to hold on?

but i will stay and hold on
hold on to my hand...




p/s:shemisseshimmuchmuch

心情日记

等待是件很辛苦的事。。我不喜欢等待。。
因为等待会让心情变得比较差。。所以我会比较准时，我也不喜欢人家等我。。

等人的那位在等待的当时，被等的那位知道吗？
被等的那位知道等待那位的辛苦吗？
被等的那位明白等待的无奈吗？

等待的那位的无奈，的辛酸， 的期望，被等的那位会了解吗？

欺骗。。
为什么要不老实？
为什么不可以坦白？
为什么要说不坦白是想把伤害减到最低？
可是你知道吗？如果事情被揭发后，伤害反而更大。。
你说不想让我知道是不想我担心
但是，这样是代表我不够你信任吗？
你说不想让我知道是因为不想气我
可是你又可想到我知道后会更气。。
我不喜欢你欺骗我，因为这是我的原则
我不想因为你而放弃自我，我想守着我的原则
因为有我自己的原则，才有我

有时候，觉得你不想，也没有要了解我
你不知道我在生气我，我告诉你
可是说了，你有时也还是不明白。。
我真的不懂要怎样了
我很不开心，可是你却想要逃避
我很不开心，可是我却不想你伤心
我很不开心，我却想要你知道

我真的不想闹
我真的不想这样的
我真的很不想。。

journey from MJ to WM

today is not a good day for me because i hafta go for english class just for the 2 hours.. and the time is from 5 - 7.. what a time to have english class.. and this is all a big thanks to our dear college... they are so smart in adjusting our timetable.. WTF.............. ya.. and there goes our lovely friday.. just for that english... haih.. life sucks.. poor student..

ya..back to the topic.. while i was in the lrt going to my college.. i saw few foreigners with their gang of course. if i am not mistaken, one group is from china,shanghai maybe.. another is from thailand bangkok.. so how do i know that, lol.. praise me i am so smart because i observed.. lol..

the foreigners are cute in their way of expressing opinion about malaysia.

for the china group, this is their conversation about malaysia's putra lrt line..

man 1: wa, this lrt has limited seats..
women 1: o...ya.. so limited..
man 1 : i think by doing so they can take more passengers...
then maybe some of them gave opinion but i din hear it.. so..

the second senario

women 2: wa, their stations' name are weird..
men 1 : ya.. i dun understand it
women 1: i think is named by their local area name..
i was like of course they are named by the local area name and what it is so weird? japanese railway and singapore are doing so by naming their stations with local area name and no1 talk about them?? and it is BAHASA MALAYSIA.. is not weird to see BM in MALAYSIA... i wonder how they think

as for the thailand group, they stood too far from me so i can just see their actions..
the two girls are hugging 2 not cute,not nice bear with socks on their bear's leg.. is not nice and not cute.. i thought it was a dog or wat at first.. so scary.. they laughed and laughed and took pictures with those ugly bears.. eww... then you know what, they then stuck their bears into a very small bag and laughed.. i wonder why.. weird foreigners..

i wonder will i act the same as them when i travel overseas???hmm... better not..lol..

timetable is out... the timetable is kinda sucks and kinda okay for me... lol.. contradicting for me again.. well, the best part of this sem's timetable is that fri we are free...yohoo.. i mean for the time bring if the stupid office people are so mercy and leave it unchange for us.. i hope they do..


YOU STUPID OFFICE PEOPLE DON'T MESS WITH MOI TIMETABLE~~~~~~~

i hope they see this...(but if they see this,i might get called to meet the HOS)

ok..let's have a look on the timetable..
as you can see.. the latest time i can go back home is 7 clock.. so ikan lo..gek sei.. i reach home also around 8 something... hell..no... i wan my dinner time la... and you know what,is english class.. omg...

well,still there is a good thing that is Wednesday which is the movie day i can go back early..so is kinda relief for that..

but this sem is going to be tougher i think... lol.. cz the so called "good" lecturer is teaching us.. i heard the sub is an elective one.. so guys.. what are you still thinking?? DON'T CHOOSE HERS.... lol... o my.. did i just said that?? YES... CHOOSE ANOTHER elective...lol... for your convenience, i even i highlight her timing in my timetable.. so that you can notice her sub...

ya...i hope we can register when the registration is open..lol.. we dont wanna get stuck in the middle of the ocean and watching her lecturing and we are sleeping..

this 2nd should be a good sem for me.. i promise myself that i will attend KAK's lecture... cause of some of the kesian reason la... must support him must bong chan him de... lol..

so..everybody most your body and let's go college together....~~~~~

PEACE...

genting

am back from genting..yohoo....

was the coldest day i had ever experience... reached top of the hill around 10... happy happy... finally my holiday can end with a good trip.. shuang ness...lol...

went to first world to take check in and we got the num "0134", the receptionist said the check in counter will only open at 12 noon so, we left everything at the luggage counter went for all park lu...

it was a very very misty day and it was freaking cold.. anzhu worried that not every ride can be played but thank god... most of the rides that we wanted to play is on...yeah...

we got in and played almost everything..except for the solero shot thingie and the roller coaster thing and not to forget the dizzy turning cup thing..hate that..

after all this while of hoping and anticipating on the cycling boat thingie, i finally know that i was not fun at all. for the cycling boat ( or watever you called it,cz i forget the name), is tiring and it was so boring... just cycle cycle and cycle.. but the most boringness thing was the bumper boat beside it. it was totally a disaster.. anzhu is overweight to ride it and i hafta play it all alone..
it operates with motor and you just ned to ride it and bump into people's boat... it last for freaking 5 mins... i was totally cold and freezing and the left hander to start the engine thingie was vibrating too much for me..after that freaking 5 mins, my hand were numb..lol..

then, headed to the sg rejang ride that cause me flu and cough for the whole day until today... =_=... maybe it had been a long time i didn't went into theme park,i am scared of height now..lol... it freak us out when the boat was sliding down...WTFF.......and we got all wet and the wonderful cold wind was blowing us with no mercy... and anzhu told me this should be the weather of genting...=_=..

besides all of this theme park thing, we had funs walking around and playing around.... we ate alot..i mean really alot.. lol... from vietname house to coffee terrace to hainamese restaurant to good friend restaurant...ate like hell...lol.. the food was ok for us...

and yeah the other day was not too cold and reached kl around 330...good for me... for having headache.. am feeling good for the trip la..hope to have it another time..

pre trip update

tomorrow am going trip lo...one day left.. sleep one more time then wake up then is trip day..

so happy...

this week is the last week of my holidays before I step into the door of college again..

college..stupid college...posted schedule online but not complete...so sien... now maybe one of us have to go back to college to copy the whole set of schedule like last time again... so what for to post up online if it isn't complete..waste time to log in and view that stupid schedule..

will be packing soon..hehe..hapi hapi..

will update when i m back..

FB now...wanna find me,find me in FB..hehe..

FB boring

nowadays i almost become a FB maniac.. my everyday routine, everyday homework is to online and go surfing in the FB sea...

but now,i am a bit bored with it already..is like the same old routine everyday.

i ll check my notifications, i ll go treasure maniac(my new love), i ll go barn buddy to collect my crops..lol.. i am so damn bored on my holidays..

please tell me what to do....ah..

but nvm, 2 more days i ll go genting with da love...hehe..
anticipate with this trip...

btw,i changed my profile pic...lol..

考试愉快

头好痛，手好酸，很晕，很显，生活没有乐趣

你们知道发生什么事吗？

原来是考试了。。。啊！！！

我知道好运，聪明，智慧会跟随我，所以东主考试去咯。。

大家看着办咯。。。考试愉快。

7夕情人节快乐

我是不是太霸道了？对你有太多，过分的要求
要你做什么事都要跟我说一声。。
要你什么都顺着我
要你这样，要你那样
要你答应了，就一定要做到
做不到，我就黑脸给你看
让我整天都欺负你
让我整天都为难你
让你整天担心，担心你做对了吗。。
我是不是对你很差？？
我很想做个温柔体贴的女朋友
也许，我是天蝎座，所以对你很霸道
也许，我是天蝎座，所以对你有很高的要求
也许，我真的对你没有很好
你总是默默地承受
你总是轻声地跟我道歉说为什么自己不好，做不到我的要求
你总是跟我说你一定会做到
你总是会疼我，答应我。。
答应达到我的要求

我的坏脾气，我会改的
我的霸道心，我会改的

宝，对不起。。
我知道我这样对你是对你的自信心打击很大，我答应，我会尽量改好吗？
我会的。。。不要再太霸道了，对你对我都很伤。。
我会的。。。不要太多要求了，对你对我都很累。。


我们一起努力哦。。

7粒球，7夕情人节快乐。。

fun at college

this post should be posted on wed night...but as you know... the owner of this blog is not that hardworking..so well..here i am...bored to death and blogging here...lol...=p

it was a hectic day cause you know class from 8am-7pm...11 hours... WTF... is like so tiring you zai bo... you bo zai la.. i zai la...(translate to hokkien la..)

moral class.. i thought the lecturer may give us guidelines...well...ended up..same style.. ini ada keluar objektif dan esei... and revision again.. so wasting time... nvm lo..i m a good student wat... then the tutorial... do latihan moral... haha.. MCQ, is a fun thing to do but i get a few qs wrong.. but me, cw , rory had fun.. 3 of us kept play play play in the class like no1's business...

had lunch in TBR then... waited for Zoe the smart but who knows... she is so smart.. felt twice in college and gone back home b4 joining us... so well there goes the queen...

the rest of the day was like half fun half pekcik.. CP lecture... haha... you know what.. 3 of us played PINBALL in lecture hall... lol... sory.. din take picture for that cause we were so excited.. ya..we played pinball using com in lecture hall and we on the projecktor and the screen.. so the others in the lecture hall can see what we are doing.. lol.. the lecturer was late so this was how 3 boring student yet creative student spend their free time.. lol.. had great fun..

then... the most funniest part was..the late lecture..6-7.. we thought there will be guidelines too.. too bad... but she off all the light while she is lecturing.. when 3 of us get into the lecture hall, we were like wow... cinema wei... lol.. we ate our bread.. ice dessert.. kim pui, hui ling and hui chin, my classmates more geng.. had hotdogs, potato chips in class... haha.. ya..for that 1 hour.. we chit chat like hell.. and so much jokes were develop and i created a new word... CDB... haha... is a new word..kind of like it very much... ya..there goes the WED..



it was a fun day.. love that day...

15 monthsary..

i can't believe it..
me and mr driver has been together for the 15months...
ya...we quarrel like hell..i cry like hell..we sad like hell...
but, guess what... we are still hanging on each other..
lol... thank you for being my side..and listening me mumble mumble mumble...
cry cry cry...
thank you for being there for me...hugs hugs...(alot alot)
am craving to meet you la...hate when you are working...
can you just stop working??haha...
anyway...mr driver... hapi 15monthsary...
^^


P/S:i love you

yesterday i just came back from my uncle's house. (my mom side). my popo is not in a good condition..
when me n my mum were back on sat she still ok ok la..boleh tahan la.. the condition still ok la...although a bit blur blur but she still can eat and eat ans eat...haha..so enjoy..
The funny thing was at first she called my name and know who i am, then suddenly when i was sitting opposite to her on the sofa, she asked my mum am i daughter of my aunt???(another cousin of mine). i was like WTF.. POPO!!!...you just called my name and u forget who i am...nvm..old people ma...haih...then when we are still laughing, she called my name again... well...i think she knows who am i la.. lol..
things were better on Sat but not Sun... Sun in the morning, she was admitted to hospital again... she almost fainted... and in the morning, she keep said that she is going to die... she can't wake up.. y is this happening to her, Why why why... i was so scared because i was there alone with her... then everybody came back and there comes the ambulances.. ya...me and my aunt went up the ambulance to accompany my POPO..
then there goes the check up the cucuk dan ambil darah thing... omg...
And... one more thing... i dont like the DOC there... she is so damm unfriendly.. is like i owe her few millions and i stole her husband... dun like means dun like la...
after that,me n my mum had to rush back to KL before everything was settled becz i had class and mum has to work the other day.. but when we arrive KL, mum received call from aunt.. the doc told them that my POPO may have internal bleeding...cz the shit that they took from my popo was examined and result came out......OMG....OMG..
i thought..i thought... i dunno what to say already..
i just hope my POPO will be ok...and hope the doc will do what he can do la...i ll pray pray k... pray till my big cousin brother back to see my popo.. haih... my popo keep asking whether will he be back anot... hope he can come back in time...
POPO..must tahan k.. must wait till he came back and see you k...

the 9th day without you

已经是第9天了..我们没有见面了..你做工了..我再也没有机会偷懒去找你了...哎..
想念你,没得看你...
想念你,只能讯息你...
想念你,就只能想念你而已..
想念...想念...
没有你的日子...在增加中...

misu

I miss you so much..
aku rindu pada mu
我很想念你...

high task load week

我真的有很久没有上来写东西了
一,懒咯...二,也是懒...哈哈... 是酱的啦..不能怨我
不过最近也被功课压得透不过气来...不过当大家在我的ＦＢ看到我活跃的活动，很多人一定不信我在忙．．．
其实有忙，不过我有安排娱乐时间给我自己而已．．人总要休息的嘛（又来在理由偷懒了）
刚刚交了３个功课，我算不错的啦．．．我有做到我的本分就行了．．
现在真的high task load 咯．．要过滤很多无聊的事，只专心在有用的事．．我真的不想做夜鬼．．
不过，最近真的睡不太好．．
但是值得高兴的是，我本小姐要毕业了．．．终于雨过天晴了（２年的课程而已啦，还有２年叻）但是我有diploma 的文凭咯．．．哈哈．．．高兴高兴
照片我会po上来，迟点咯．．．还没到．．．
好拉．．就酱．．

so close yet so far

May is kind of the “mating” season in the college now… is like all the newbies or freshie or watever you called them enrol into the new sem. There you can have new faces new leng luis new leng zai.. there comes the chance to find the suitable target and you go mating… haha.. “mating” = paktuo… i assume you guys und tat la…

haih… what a sweet season while me not available but single…so cham.. mr driver is not with me here in college anymore… i suppose people who read the last post can catch the story..

We are so close in relationship but so far in distance… so cham.. got this phrase from one of the song from “enchanted” but i modified it la.. but i acknowledged it here.. if not i will kena saman..for copy cat-ing..

o..well.. just a post while i m bored..

assignments and i m so free now.. no mood to do…

anyway.. take care and free yourself from the latest swine flu..

Assignments

Life is too short but why do we hafta torture by assignmentSSSSs…. so very very sien and feel time is so little for us.. haha.. if i have little time then i wont be blogging here..

this week is already week 3…Damm…. so fast… so sien… i hate it… so damm fast…

i miss me classmates alot lo.. seriously.. we used to be a bunch of pp standing at notice board after class but now..haih… so sien.. left few of them… 8 of us…

anyway..gtg la.. just back from college.. what a hectic day… bath bath now..

no longer beside me

because of the "AHEm..." result,ya..there goes our 2 years to go college together and attending class together... bye bye the sweet days.. i think people knows what is Ahem la..i suppose..

no more Lrt together session...
no more me sleeping on your shoulder session...
no more makan makan session after class..
no more teasing session when we walk up the hill to block V..
no more you helping me as the "bag man"
no more you help me copy the notes while i m playing games in the lectures...
no more you buy food for me to feed me session..
no more i can see you everyday session..
no more i can hold your hand everyday session..
no more i can laugh at you and you laugh at me session..
no more and no more..
sadness overcome me...how bad i wished that we could continue the sweet times together but well...destiny..
nvm...i think you will be back for the second year,still...you are not me sweet classmates anymore...
you will be the junior of me..haha....becarefull..
i need to make fun of this so that i can bear with the days without you..


P/S: emo-ing...i really hope so so so much but i think i will get over it...
*hugs..hugs*
p/s p/s: remember our black canyon date ya...

same old routine

Had been a long time since i really blog…lol…it’s the laziness genes in me which is affecting me to do it…i can’t help..is the genes…so sorry dudes..blame my parents who born me with that gene…haha…( i m a good taichi women)

Actually there is nothing much happening in my life these days..just normal routine…cz i m having my hols now..so the routine is wake up n open the lappie n watch movie and breakfast and movie then dinner then bath then watch tv show then movie again then chit chat then the beauty sleep and the routine is same again the next day and the next day and the list goes on…(wth am i writing…I am so unorganized now,blame the gene again…)

Well besides my very normal and boring routine life, I GOT MY PART TIME JOB ON WEEKENDS..hooorays……clap hands… see i told you i am not tat lazy at all…. praise me… Me aka susu aka myself is the brand ambassador for nescafe body partner…(aka the promoter la)… haha..you can see me promoting nescafe  and you are certainly welcome to try mua nescafe… but if you are generous enough and kind enough to empathy me..BUY 1 PACKET FROM ME LA…haha…hundreds of thanks to you…you will blessed by me…i will take nice things about you…

so today is Thursday,i am going to work in 2 days time..feel free to visit me at TESCO TAMAN MIDAH… if you dunno where is it, pls go n google..or use the mouth to ask please..haha..

ok…seems like i am having too much of coffee and i am high right now…

gtg la..continnue the crimial mind… i think i will be a good detective in future…haha…

tcare everyBODY….  

hapi anniversary

~~~HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY~~~

We will have more n more anniversary ya...promise..muax..

p/s:thanks for stopping by for the dinner with the family...rely loves it much...
had a great time bt today ur driving skills sucks..haha..

stil lovu muchy...^^

New banner

Just change the layout and my banner...hehe..slightly different from the previous one..hehe..may be will modify again..haih...
Me rely not talented in this area...

P/S: will learn ps when i m free and available...=P

城堡

如果我可以拥有一个愿望，我希望，我最妙想天开的希望就是拥有一座城堡。

一座建在山上，被花海包围的城堡，那里会是我的天堂

 

不然，这座也不错

一座建在偏僻一点的城堡，只有我跟你，我的梦乐园

再想远一点，天空之城也不错

当我累了，厌倦了凡世间所有，我就飘到我的天空，住进我的城堡，只有梦，只有云与我共造一段美丽的午后。。

城堡，我的避风港

城堡，可以让我受到保护的difang

城堡，你是我的城堡吗？？

hapi hapi 11

Happy 11 month anniversary o...
thank you for accompanying me for such a long time
thank you for bringing me for good food and i m not fatter than last time..><
thank you for listening to my rubbish n cold jokes just to entertain me..^^
thanks for everything you did to me..
**muax** lots ya..hapi forever..

S.H.E & Abi

it was like last month or last last month since we met for the reunion to give A bi a farewell. he was going to Australia to study..omg..bye again…so many people fly to Aus these days..i wonder what is the attraction to make them fly there…lol..may be i should think of flying there too.. ^^

Abi a.k.a tom a.k.a chang suin is back in town..haha.. he came back last week but manage to meet him up yesterday at Lm’s star bucks..with few of the close frens..like S.H.E of cous and the new member…(TOH a.k.a Gao ju A.k.a wei wei’s bf)… welcome to the family..haha..

we were doing the talking thing while waiting leng,the pinky princess to arrive with lovely home made muffin… specially for a bi… we are good to you right.. haha… took 2 pics but too bad.. pics are not with me.. will get from a bi when he is on9…

you know what… take a wild guess of where we went for dinner.. haha..starts with K… no??can’t guess… haha.. is KAJANG…. for satay… lol… we asked abi what he wanted to eat and few choices,(mamak stall, ss2 for bbq fish, ) at last we choose kajang..is like 20 min drive from LM… so here we go… too bad… we talked alot and forget the pics part… but still we had a great time…

abi will fly back next mon i guess… hehe… heard a lot of fun things happened when he was at aus… haih… bro, misu alot ya… take care lots… i am not good in like maintaining the friendship thing… sory… typical asian… haha… still, cherish the frenship alot… take care and all the best…

A bi with special leng leng lovely baked muffins..

Us ( left) leng,wei &toh (right) me and abi

Take 2

P/S: we are at starbucks Lm b4 heading to KAJAaaannnGG!!!^^

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如果我自私一点，我就可以对你大发脾气，

如果我大方一点，我就可以对你体谅多点；

如果我自私一点，我就可以把所有罪都推到你身上，

如果我大方一点，我就可以对你多点包容；

如果我自私一点，我就可以多爱我自己一点，

如果我大方一点，我就爱你多点，为你着想；

如果我自私一点，我就可以很果断地生气你多点，

如果我大方一点，我就可以很理智的了解你多点；

如果我自私一点，我就不必因为伤心而害怕你担心而内疚，

如果我大方一点，我就不用在这伤心而内疚，因为我了解；

如果我自私一点，我就不必害怕你知道我掉眼泪，

如果我大方一点，我就不会因为太在意而掉眼泪；

如果我了解，如果我能放下我大大地自我，如果我有更宽容的心，

如果我能不这么在意你有没有留意我，如果你能听见我内心，

如果我能知道，能了解你也这么难过。

我都知道，我知道你难过，我知道你很难选择

我知道你会伤心，我知道。。

所以我才偷偷伤心不让你知道，

所以我才想尽方法让我去了解你的左右为难，

所以我才告诉自己不许哭，

所以我才要自己冷静想想你的角度，

所以我才在这说服自己不要太自私，

所以我才在这让自己不要再生气你，

所以我也不生气了，

因为我知道，你的难过，

因为我知道，我不要你难过，

因为我知道，我发泄完了。

也许我要的是更多的关怀？？

有时候，我在想你可以多留意我的某些动作吗？

有时候，你说的话，真的不好笑，伤到了我。

有时候，我不让你看见是希望你能自己察觉到，而不是我告诉你。

有时候，觉得我好钻牛角尖，特地要让你看到我为你伤心

可以多关心我多一点，了解我的内心世界吗？

可以从我的角度去看我的世界吗？

可是，我觉得我要求太多了是吗？

可是，是不是我太自私，只想到我，没有为你着想？

我不要你的钱，我只要你能看见我对你的在乎

我只想你讲一句就好，就算你没有做，至少我知道你想过了

可是。。

我想我是想太多了

我想我应该告诉你的

可是我不想你伤心

可是我又想让你知道

可是。。可是

我想我该反省去了。。不是你的问题，是我自己

brochure the art work

Was busying with the assignment,group assignment for abnormal psychology. The assign needs us to design a factsheet (can be in any form like brochure,booklet,etc) for PHOBIA or ANXIETY DISORDER..

Our group chosen phobia, and start doing it for our own part(we divided the job)..the typing and finding part is easy..the hardest part is to design a brochure..

EXCUSE ME,we are counselling student,and we are not taught on how to design things..we struggle n struggle..my lappy has microsoft work that has a program for designing brochure..how lucky m i..haha.. bt until to putting everything together in 1 piece is like omg..hate it..we done abt 80% n let the group mates to print it..

i get to see the result today..just before we hand in to lecturer…haha..the group mates when and find shop that can use microsoft work n i was worry cz something was not done at the day b4..was worry n worry..finally is done.

THE ART WORK THING IS DONE..lazy to post the pic of our brochure..hehe..will update soon..

bad mood

feel like dying..

feel like crying..i m actually

feel like you are far away

feel like I said the wrong thing and u hate me for that

feel like the world is closing

feel like going back to my cave

feel like you are going to hate me for posting this

feel like I m a stupid idiot who are writing this post now..

i feel bad now..

just…just..don’t leave me alone..

just me & you

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause you scare I will run away if you let go

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time you care for me much

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where we don’t fight

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where there are just me & you

<3 THE VDAY <3

 

It’s been 2 weeks after my last paper for the second sem..The big Vday is over since..omg..like almost 1 week..haha ..now only i decided to post a blog..so sien.. Haha..is busy with kindergarten work dealing with CUTE (naughty) kids there.. But heart them most..they ask kids question and talk kids language to me..DUH…of course they talk like kids cz they are kids..haha..  So as a return,i hafta talk kids language too…haha..well, the kids are not the important part but the Vday pics are..

So,lets give the pics to do the talking..

Pixs for the Vday..(went TS for movie & gai gai)

me n him in wendy’s

again..pose 2

the silly pose(suggested by me) ^^

me at SEK HOU (near GSC 3rd floor)

deciding seriously wat to eat..haha..

so serious..

my big basket of ice kacang..(yam n blue mountain coffee flavour)

on the way home..

 

i look cool..haha..

Tats all for today..gtg to mark exercise books..hehe..

随心随意

考完试后，就呆在家，真的真的要变宅女了。。
整天都窝在电脑前面，都不懂在看什么。。
但时间久酱一点一点离开我。。
想写blog又不懂要写什么。。
所以今天，闷闷地我上来咯。。
不然我的blog会发霉的。。
突然发现，从来没有 宣传过我的部落格。。
好像觉得没有人会来吧。。
不懂，也没兴趣懂。。懒。。
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还记得 星空下 我们许的愿吗
还记得 彩虹下 我们一起许愿吗
那时我们很好 当时我们真好
一起快乐 一起欢乐 一起笑

还记得 街边的 那件咖啡店吗
还记得 草场边的 那颗大树吗
那里有我们的回忆 美好的回忆
只有美好 只有美妙 真好

只是现在我们向后走
一个向北 一个向南
我不知道 我们会不会再重逢
只是现在我们分开了
去寻找属于我们的爱
一定会找到 我们爱情的天堂


词：mesue
曲：mesue
歌名：回忆

p/s: 这首歌是我第一首创作的歌。。我与我的姐妹淘曾经唱过。。还不错。。还有朋友建议我把这首歌拿去交给海螺。。（哈哈。。想太远了）
那年，我16岁，现在我19岁，创作的灵感似乎留在那一年了。。我现在没有创作了。。

最近考试,根本没心情读书..一直想着电脑,手机,他..啊..脑袋装不下了啦..
考试靠到一半就新年,然后又要回来再拼命,我的天啊..
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feel tired but i cant fall..because i have someone to support..i need to give support so i can't fall..i think you know how u are rite?hehe..*wink*

just wanna tel u tat i hope i can be with u when u need me..(cz we are not staying side bt side,hope u und tat)
SSoo..in return u hafta do tat to me also..but wheneevr i need u, u must be there ok??no matter how far u r..haha..(wei..i m a girl le..plus i dunno how to drive..plus is dangerous for a cute girl liek me running around to find u)

hehe..bao bao..hapi 8th anniversary ya..

~misu hugu lovu~