也许我要的是更多的关怀??

有时候,我在想你可以多留意我的某些动作吗?

有时候,你说的话,真的不好笑,伤到了我。

有时候,我不让你看见是希望你能自己察觉到,而不是我告诉你。

有时候,觉得我好钻牛角尖,特地要让你看到我为你伤心

可以多关心我多一点,了解我的内心世界吗?

可以从我的角度去看我的世界吗?

可是,我觉得我要求太多了是吗?

可是,是不是我太自私,只想到我,没有为你着想?

我不要你的钱,我只要你能看见我对你的在乎

我只想你讲一句就好,就算你没有做,至少我知道你想过了

可是。。

我想我是想太多了

我想我应该告诉你的

可是我不想你伤心

可是我又想让你知道

可是。。可是

我想我该反省去了。。不是你的问题,是我自己

brochure the art work

Was busying with the assignment,group assignment for abnormal psychology. The assign needs us to design a factsheet (can be in any form like brochure,booklet,etc) for PHOBIA or ANXIETY DISORDER..

Our group chosen phobia, and start doing it for our own part(we divided the job)..the typing and finding part is easy..the hardest part is to design a brochure..

EXCUSE ME,we are counselling student,and we are not taught on how to design things..we struggle n struggle..my lappy has microsoft work that has a program for designing brochure..how lucky m i..haha.. bt until to putting everything together in 1 piece is like omg..hate it..we done abt 80% n let the group mates to print it..

i get to see the result today..just before we hand in to lecturer…haha..the group mates when and find shop that can use microsoft work n i was worry cz something was not done at the day b4..was worry n worry..finally is done.

THE ART WORK THING IS DONE..lazy to post the pic of our brochure..hehe..will update soon..

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bad mood

feel like dying..

feel like crying..i m actually

feel like you are far away

feel like I said the wrong thing and u hate me for that

feel like the world is closing

feel like going back to my cave

feel like you are going to hate me for posting this

feel like I m a stupid idiot who are writing this post now..

i feel bad now..

just…just..don’t leave me alone..

just me & you

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause you scare I will run away if you let go

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time you care for me much

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where we don’t fight

Hope you will hug me tight when you can,cause that is the time where there are just me & you

<3 THE VDAY <3

 

It’s been 2 weeks after my last paper for the second sem..The big Vday is over since..omg..like almost 1 week..haha ..now only i decided to post a blog..so sien.. Haha..is busy with kindergarten work dealing with CUTE (naughty) kids there.. But heart them most..they ask kids question and talk kids language to me..DUH…of course they talk like kids cz they are kids..haha..  So as a return,i hafta talk kids language too…haha..well, the kids are not the important part but the Vday pics are..

So,lets give the pics to do the talking..

Pixs for the Vday..(went TS for movie & gai gai)

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me n him in wendy’s

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again..pose 2

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the silly pose(suggested by me) ^^

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me at SEK HOU (near GSC 3rd floor)

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deciding seriously wat to eat..haha..

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so serious..

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my big basket of ice kacang..(yam n blue mountain coffee flavour)

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on the way home..

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i look cool..haha..

Tats all for today..gtg to mark exercise books..hehe..

随心随意

考完试后,就呆在家,真的真的要变宅女了。。
整天都窝在电脑前面,都不懂在看什么。。
但时间久酱一点一点离开我。。
想写blog又不懂要写什么。。
所以今天,闷闷地我上来咯。。
不然我的blog会发霉的。。
突然发现,从来没有 宣传过我的部落格。。
好像觉得没有人会来吧。。
不懂,也没兴趣懂。。懒。。
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还记得 星空下 我们许的愿吗
还记得 彩虹下 我们一起许愿吗
那时我们很好 当时我们真好
一起快乐 一起欢乐 一起笑

还记得 街边的 那件咖啡店吗
还记得 草场边的 那颗大树吗
那里有我们的回忆 美好的回忆
只有美好 只有美妙 真好

只是现在我们向后走
一个向北 一个向南
我不知道 我们会不会再重逢
只是现在我们分开了
去寻找属于我们的爱
一定会找到 我们爱情的天堂


词:mesue
曲:mesue
歌名:回忆

p/s: 这首歌是我第一首创作的歌。。我与我的姐妹淘曾经唱过。。还不错。。还有朋友建议我把这首歌拿去交给海螺。。(哈哈。。想太远了)
那年,我16岁,现在我19岁,创作的灵感似乎留在那一年了。。我现在没有创作了。。
最近考试,根本没心情读书..一直想着电脑,手机,他..啊..脑袋装不下了啦..
考试靠到一半就新年,然后又要回来再拼命,我的天啊..
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feel tired but i cant fall..because i have someone to support..i need to give support so i can't fall..i think you know how u are rite?hehe..*wink*

just wanna tel u tat i hope i can be with u when u need me..(cz we are not staying side bt side,hope u und tat)
SSoo..in return u hafta do tat to me also..but wheneevr i need u, u must be there ok??no matter how far u r..haha..(wei..i m a girl le..plus i dunno how to drive..plus is dangerous for a cute girl liek me running around to find u)

hehe..bao bao..hapi 8th anniversary ya..

~misu hugu lovu~